dramatispersonae | Edmund's Heart

*dryly*

Thanks a lot.

*...more seriously*

I know I'm still talking to the wrong guy, but...you know Ven comes first for me, right?

That bed in the room is only for you two. Of course I know. Why do you think that bit of guilt exists?

[ He ruffles Josh's hair roughly and fondly. ]

Besides, considering the paperwork coming in, I doubt you'll be the last.

*laughs, batting at his hand playfully*

I figured, but I had to say it, you know?

Oh, yeah?

Did I say something? I don't know what you could be referring to.

[ Then more seriously and fondly. ] And yes, I know.

Okay. Then we're definitely going to have to talk when we're out of here, to clear the air if nothing else.

You may want to keep him out of range of Sterling for it.

*pfft*

I'm faster than him.

The strategy still counts!

Should I leave you two... alone?

[ Playful tone that is. ]

*pokes him*

Much as I'm tempted to say yes, we're probably good.

Hah! Well if there's nowhere else you'd like to sightsee in here, I think I can send you off.

Yeah. As long as there's nothing else that needs fixing...

I've got another boost...should I give it straight to you, or would you like it somewhere else?

[ He looks honestly thoughtful for all of half a second before he smirks again. ]

Wellllll there is one spot that might help you with that talk...

[flskdjf facepalming in...somebody's shoulder. could be either of theirs]

S-seems like a kind of silly use for it...

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[just kind of hanging off both of them and soaking up every word, this is the part that is making him kind of fussyfeets because he does kind of ship it a little maybe but he's also expecting Josh to turn him down and will that be awkward, oh no more feelings]

*quietly*

I had to say it. And it's going to stay true, because that's how I work. But if he doesn't mind that...

*letting that sentence trail off, as much because he's not sure where it's going as to be suggestive, but he doesn't sound...not open to it*

I know. And...

[w-well hello more feelings that are not deflating]

...we'll...figure it out, together? One way or another?

Yeah. Always.

I think...the problem for me is, I don't want to hurt anyone because of that. I can't be first for anyone else, it's not fair to them. But if it's attraction and friendship...that's okay.

[squeezes him again, leaning close, radiating love]

...and that's...a very fair thing to be worried about. But yeah...if what everybody wants is...not first, but still being close...

[hesitating a bit then] I know it's probably too early to ask but...do you...want something like that with him?

...I don't know. I think I have to think about it, and talk it over with him in the real world, and probably flop on you for a while because I'm kind of dumb about this stuff...but it's not an automatic no, definitely.

['^' squishing him moar]

All good things to do...

[ducks his head a little] I don't...know why the idea makes me happy, but...it does. Not that that should be a reason for you to...push yourself at all, I'd feel awful about that. I just...I'm being silly.

*leans in to rest their foreheads together*

It won't be, promise. I'm glad it's something that could make you happy, though...and if I didn't already think I was incredibly lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend...

[yesgood, also pinking a bit, flattered and utterly topped with dere]

...you don't...think it's weird?

*grins a bit*

It's not weird, it's just you. And I love you, so...

[t-the doofiest grin back]

[and kissing his nose]

Love you too. Tons.