I think...the problem for me is, I don't want to hurt anyone because of that. I can't be first for anyone else, it's not fair to them. But if it's attraction and friendship...that's okay.
...I don't know. I think I have to think about it, and talk it over with him in the real world, and probably flop on you for a while because I'm kind of dumb about this stuff...but it's not an automatic no, definitely.
[ducks his head a little] I don't...know why the idea makes me happy, but...it does. Not that that should be a reason for you to...push yourself at all, I'd feel awful about that. I just...I'm being silly.
It won't be, promise. I'm glad it's something that could make you happy, though...and if I didn't already think I was incredibly lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend...
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I had to say it. And it's going to stay true, because that's how I work. But if he doesn't mind that...
*letting that sentence trail off, as much because he's not sure where it's going as to be suggestive, but he doesn't sound...not open to it*
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[w-well hello more feelings that are not deflating]
...we'll...figure it out, together? One way or another?
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I think...the problem for me is, I don't want to hurt anyone because of that. I can't be first for anyone else, it's not fair to them. But if it's attraction and friendship...that's okay.
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...and that's...a very fair thing to be worried about. But yeah...if what everybody wants is...not first, but still being close...
[hesitating a bit then] I know it's probably too early to ask but...do you...want something like that with him?
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All good things to do...
[ducks his head a little] I don't...know why the idea makes me happy, but...it does. Not that that should be a reason for you to...push yourself at all, I'd feel awful about that. I just...I'm being silly.
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It won't be, promise. I'm glad it's something that could make you happy, though...and if I didn't already think I was incredibly lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend...
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...you don't...think it's weird?
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It's not weird, it's just you. And I love you, so...
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[and kissing his nose]
Love you too. Tons.
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We'll all work it out.
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