TURQUOISE

[dramatispersonae]

[Unlike with previous games from Lancelot, the room today is sparse … and cold, as if this is a place where some of the remaining winter hasn’t left (though surely that has nothing to do with the Snow Queen …)

Instead of wine, bread, and meat, there is dirty water, some berries (that are safe to eat), and some other plants that clearly have been picked off a plant.

There is nowhere to really sit except the cold, hard ground.]

Comments

ROUND ONE

[dramatispersonae]

In the past, I betrayed my oath to my king. I was not truly loyal to him, not as I was meant to be. Did you know … we were friends when we were young, though perhaps not as young as many of you? We came to be brothers. And still, I hurt him. I broke that vow.

So I must ask you, Aather. What are the sins … or crimes … of your team? Please list three.

DISCUSSION

[dramatispersonae]

Re: DISCUSSION

[hakutaku]

...I dunno. I really don't think about them that much.

Re: DISCUSSION

[metaphysicality]

None of the things I remember so far seem that bad.

Re: DISCUSSION

[hakutaku]

[points at his new shirt]

The color might be something to be guilty of?

SUBMIT

[dramatispersonae]

Please list only three. No more, no less.

Re: SUBMIT

[hakutaku]

-liking the color turquoise
-guilty of lying about feelings when it counted.
-forgetting about people and things just because you're scared to face them

ROUND TWO

[dramatispersonae]

When Arthur learned of my betrayal, of what I had done—he did nothing. A strong king in every way, but in the face of betrayal from a loved one, he could only stand by and do nothing. His mercy led his realm to despair; many others thought him to be weak.

They weren’t right. But they were correct in another way: I was deserving of punishment. A crime is not a crime without the punishment that follows, some might say, but some crimes are worthy of punishment.

Today, list three suggested punishments for any crimes, worthy crimes, perhaps even your own crimes.

DISCUSSION

[dramatispersonae]

Re: DISCUSSION

[hakutaku]

. . .

I dunno, I'm cool with Mr. Arthur's decision.

Re: DISCUSSION

[metaphysicality]

After the last round that's not surprising to hear from you.

SUBMIT

[dramatispersonae]

Three punishments here. No more, no less. They can be anything.

Re: SUBMIT

[hakutaku]

1. A lecture cuz no one likes those.
2. A public apology cuz we don't really know what you did, but if you made a mistake, you should at least apologize.
3. Receiving a hug. You don't sound like someone that would accept one normally, but you probably need one.

ROUND THREE

[dramatispersonae]

Surely you have all witnessed the importance of being held accountable. Would Camelot have been so cold, so burdened, had Arthur punished me correctly? Would the Snow Queen have experienced such misery?

Now, hold your other Aatherites accountable in the same way. So many crimes have surely come to pass that it is time for them to face it.

Tell me one team you find guilty, and the reason for that guilt.

And … tell me one team you find to be innocent. This is according to your own understanding, of course.

DISCUSSION

[dramatispersonae]

Re: DISCUSSION

[hakutaku]

For what reason though? That doesn't really make sense. It's not like I go around looking for someone to be guilty.

Re: DISCUSSION

[metaphysicality]

I don't even know most of the other teams at this point, I can't judge them like that. This isn't fair!

SUBMIT

[dramatispersonae]

One innocent team, one guilty team and the reason for that guilt.

Re: SUBMIT

[hakutaku]

Turquoise is innocent in that we don't know enough to judge the other teams!
Turquoise is also guilty for the things we mentioned earlier in round 1.

ROUND FOUR

[dramatispersonae]

Today, you have been accused twice, for being not guilty and for being neither guilty nor innocent. However, you were protected from these crimes, and you do not have to do penance.

The choices for penances are here.

I have been found guilty for not listening to reason, and I will do the penances suggested by Jasper:

1. For the crime of running tiresome and intrusive games, to only run cheerful and pleasant games from now on.
2. For the crime of being obsessed with his own self-judgment, to tell the story of his supposed crime, and to hear and accept someone else's judgment of him.
3. For the crime of betraying his friend, to apologize sincerely and actually accept the judgment of his friend in this instance, since it seems to be harder for him than any self-flagellating punishment we could give him. And to apply the energies he's no longer using to mentally punish himself to something productive, to find his king and remedy the damage he's done.

BONUS

[dramatispersonae]

What are ways you have dealt with the guilt in your past, in your memories? What if you betrayed a friend and destroyed something very important? How would you recommend making up for it, if not through the means here in this game?

Also, would you like your crimes to be public knowledge?

Re: BONUS

[hakutaku]

Lets say no to the last part at least.

Re: BONUS

[metaphysicality]

Yeah, at the end of the day I'd rather do that.

Re: BONUS

[hakutaku]

That's okay with me!

...

What should we do about the other stuff?

ANSWER

[hakutaku]

I guess for me, personally, I've always ignored them. No matter what I did, I didn't want to face the pain that came with. Honestly, since I'm still dealing with it, I can't give you an honest answer. I don't even think my answer would be the one you're looking for. We all face things differently, we're all afraid of different things too. And for me, I'm just not strong enough yet.

So no, I don't think we'd like our "crimes" to be public knowledge, but at the same time, me and Spring were able to admit them to each other. And admitting is at least an important first step. Which you were able to do too. So I guess that's just something to think about.