[. . . Ok, Van and I are going to have a talk about disclosure, soon.]

I... I don't understand how anyone would want to die, even in that situation. I get angry at Selenia when it comes up, even though I know I can't get through to him like that and--

I don't know. Maybe it's different for me. But death is scary and painful and terrible and it's not the end, so why would anyone possibly want that? How could they?