... Someone showed me there was something else I could live for.

What happened to Hod was despicable. But Hod is gone. And the world still existed, no matter how much we hated that fact. And it still had good people in it, living their lives, millions of them. What does making them suffer like we did do? It started happening all around us, thanks to Van's efforts, and there wasn't any satisfaction. Just pain.

I still hate the Score. That'll never go away. And I'll always remember what happened to us. But I can't hate the world so much that I can ignore that what I believed had goodness and value in the first place still exists.